just a hug..
Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before.
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,"I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.""My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.He always liked to do things early, way before the time.Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair.While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?
"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.""The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.""Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance."
"There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.There also is another thing, that I think you should know,He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago."
"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer here,That's the card...that should be sent, to you the following year."She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.
Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote..."Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone,I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome."
"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife."
"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.That is why the roses will be sent to you for years."
"When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.I have always loved you and I know I always will.But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still."
"Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days.I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock."
"He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him,And place the roses where we are, together once again."
The Origin of Coffee
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Secret Age
Meet me for a coffee?
Coffee's Education
The history of coffee is as rich as the brew itself , dating back more than a thousand years.
Originally, coffee beans were taken as a food and not as a beverage.
Wishful Thinking
Should there be any wish if people on earth are not going to
satisfy whatever they owned presently?
That is what wishful thinking should be.
The Story of SaltedCoffee
The Safe House
The Plot: Everything seemed fine by Dr Samantha Laschen to move into quiet east-english town of Stamford away from London to setup her clinic managing Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
It happened that a viscious double murder occurs where the parents(Leo & Liz Mackenzie) were murdered, leaving the only child(Finn) to survive. Dr. Samantha Laschen is bullied into looking after Fiona Mackenzie, the survivor. After a few doubts, Fiona, the pretender quickly integrates into Samantha's life - until things begin to go horribly wrong.
Ending: Sad to say, the author leave the victim with a loose end or two - but not resolve.
Comments: In the story, I think the most innocent party is Samantha, to lose her lover who has died tragically with the real Finn.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
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All Alone
I'm getting use to the days without him, without companion. Suddenly feel alone again. Walking in the middle of Singapore, no destination. First time shopping alone, empty handed in the end. Where are all my friends? I thought.
Saturday, July 30, 2005
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Graduation `2005
Finally have the time to have a feel on my keyboard. Finally got chance to wear a formal business suit with a matching skirt for my entire life. Finally, I walked up to stage where I once performed during my secondary school days when my name are called. Finally, I smiled and walked elegantly to receive my cert. Yesh! I've graduated finally, after 3 damn long years of studying in NYP, where we, DBI0202, shared the memories of studying, copying homework, cheating in test, celebrating bird-days for all our classmates and the days when we helped each other in projects and through each sememsters.I was late this morning because my lazy ass don't wanna get up on a weekday morning. In an hours time, I rush here and there in the house getting things done like combing hair, bath, taking lunch, get dressed up and waiting for cab with my mum.
There are things I regret to do. I regret not getting up early. I regret not reaching school early. I regret not taking photos with my friends or who ever I know walked past me so that I can have a picture or two at the nicely decorated graduation board. Because after the graduation ceremony, I got to time to take picture. I got to look for friends whom I planned to take picture with, sms them to meet at a place for photo taking. Meanwhile, Little Prince and others wanted a photo and I was to be the camera gal. I was taking while calling, so busy that I hang up when the line is connected but I have to smile at the same time. So busy that we had to move up to collect our cert while I still busy trying to get my friends contacted. So busy that I finally have time to rest at the refreshment area having photos taken with teachers and friends. So busy taking photos that I neglected my mum who is standing alone at one corner after her small lunch. Because of that she decides to take a leave first and I send her out. After lunch, we meet JP where we had a Sakae Buffet for dinner, which was enough to burst up everyone's stomach. So busy that, by the end of the day, I've forgotten the most important thing - I haven't take any formal photo with my Little Prince.
Oh, what a busy day I had.
BTW, hey guys, where are all my photos?
Thursday, July 28, 2005
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Happy Bird Day to Baby Eeyore!
Once upon a time, there was a myth saying that if a girlfriend give a pair of shoe to her boyfriend or vice versa, the recipient will eventually leave the other party. Isn't true ? I don't know. I usually don't believe this type of crap though KL and ML has warn me about that. "What rubbish", I thought. Because I wasn't convince to this myth, KL suggest to ask my the other party to return me a dollar so as to break the curse if the myth came true. So, my the other party laugh and said if that's the case, he will somehow become the sender.
In the end, I still bought it as his birthday gift yesterday. There wasn't any surprise because whatever I've planned didn't allow me to have enough time to implement, furthermore, he already knew my plan long ago, so what's the point? But after the dinner, he had a sudden craving for drinks and I wasn't able to fulfil this either. Oh, so sad~ How I wish last friday was his bird day so I can celebrate with him till late night.
Didn't I mentioned that the HotPot Buffet at CHinese Feast nearly blow up our stomach? Overall I think the soup was quite nice but the variety of food was little. Desserts like Ma Ti Gao, Bun, Fried dumplings and ice-cream etc were also included in the buffet.
For Your Information:Chinese Feast @ SuntecAdult $16.90 - Lunch BuffetAdult $25.90 - Dinner Buffet
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
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My first Martini
My jaw dropped once again, due to some news from my ex-poly mates. We had yet another gatherings because ML say she wanted a drink or something. Nowadays she has been addicted to night life. So after dinner, we went have some pool games while waiting for A back from his army life. Wao. Botak. Just like a Nija turtle. Ha. He seem a little black and the first question he asked "Have I lose weigh?" Mm~ how come a guy asked a gal's question. Nothing much change I think only more safety conscience.We went to a nearby pub(forgot what its name). Not much people there, maybe its still early and many are playing pool over there. The names given on the drinks were interesting : Lady Killer, Test tube baby, Am I a Virgin, Blowjob and so on. I had Lychee Martini. Taste like mm, lychee of cos, with a lychee in it, but not as sweet as I thought. I wanted so much to try it as I always read about it in other people's blog. ML had Apple Martini instead, but I think the taste os apple is too much, just lilke drinking apple fizzy drinks.I promised my dad to reached home at 1am. Expectedly, he was waiting downstair for me again.Dad: Why so late? Got so much things to say meh?Me : No ma... A just came back and we just have a small gatherings loh..Dad : Where were you just now?Me : Mm...dunno wad complex loh...there...the one got Macdonald one loh...Dad : Aiya..dun tell me that lah I dunno.I didn't dare to stand close to him to avoid my smell from reaching his nose. =P
Saturday, July 23, 2005
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Open Your Eyes
I'm begining to like this song. Ah Mei's Open your eyes. Yesterday's Super Star Kelly sang that. I think its the type of songs her choose to sing that touch the judges. Because it is a sad song where you can feel your heart sink to the bottom, your nose tip turn sour if the singer sang well. Well, I'm going to choose this song on the next KTV session. >_<作词:阿怪 作曲:阿怪 编曲:吴庆隆 Open your eyes Just say goodbye 这个夜晚是应该哭个痛快 相遇不算太晚 相爱不算太短 现在正好适合离开 Open your eyes and say goodbye 只是不懂怎么还笑得出来 承诺已经不再 叹息无可计算 再不离开泪就要泛滥 #Chorus每一种决定都像肝肠寸断 每一种选择都是心有不甘 过了今晚你要开始学着勇敢 不可知的未来 你要自己承担 每一种决定都像肝肠寸断 每一种选择都是心有不甘 诚实并不代表容许背叛 这样的爱 只是错误的示范
Friday, July 22, 2005
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Thanks, Mr. Greenie
Looking at the little greenie display, swaying its head from left to right along with the rythm of David Tao's music isn't a bad idea.
Thanks to Mr.Greenie, keeping me accompany whenever I'm happy, sad, angry or stressed. No wonder they say this fellow can really cheer you up a little, whenever you see his smilie face - left to right, left to right.
Once again, thanks Mr.Greenie. =)
#Update
The auntie sitting behind me passby and saw Mr.Greenie. Out of curiosity, she asked:
"Why nowadays youngsters like this kind of thing? Actually wad is that for?"
Me: "Mm...ppl say is for de-stress purpose. =)"
Aunite: "Last time there is a gal abt ur age oso and she oso gt this thing..."
Me: "Oh, izit? haha..."
She even show it to the woman infront of me. "See?"
Oh...I'm so proud of Mr.Greenie. =)
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
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There goes my plan
Just as everyone were planning what to bring and wear on that day, everything has came to an end. SIANZ. Our chalet has been postponed to some other day untill further notice acknowledge. And I thought it has been long long time since I last go 'chiong' liao, just had some glimmer of hope but has turned to ash. Hai, a postponed to the chalet thing has destroyed our plan and worst still, bring us to face the SQA thing. SIANZ.
Well, I was desperate for next week to come, to collect my cert, gatherings, receiving my pay from ex and current company so that I can bring eeyore to enjoy a fabulous dinner. *rolling eye ball*
For the past 2 days, I've simply got nothing to do and just wait. Wait for the users' reply, wait for my leader's reply, and their reply was - wait. So, I wait and wait.
Nowadays I have been thinking - Why am I spending so much? And to realised that - More pay equals to more desire, which is equivalent to more spending. Because I couldn't resist the desire of having that formal matching set, somemore got discount wor, so I bought it last weekend without trying to search for G2000 member card from friends for another 15% discount. There goes my 100+.
Life is hard to go on like this arh.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
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What a shit day?!
Just a few more minutes before I reached my doorstep, I entered the lift and...SHIT! Dammit! I stepped on dog shit! Those soft soft damp damp chocolate-coloured. YUCK! It stuck on my heels. Damn smelly!Think I can go buy 4-D liao. Pui!
Monday, July 18, 2005
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Sense of Humour
Etiqeutte, manners & all HumourDuring class, a teacher trying to teach good manners asks the students, one by one -"Michael, if you were on a date, having supper with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" she asked. "Just a minute, I have to go piss." The teacher replied "That would be rude and impolite!" "What about you John, how would you say it?" "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom, I'll be right back." The teacher responded, "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the table." "And you Peter, are you able to use your intelligence for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment, I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after supper." The teacher fainted !!!!###Not tonight dear..One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am d not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that! nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said lets get a pair for each outfit. We went onto the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you...she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis. I think I threw her for a loop when I said, "That's fine, honey." She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smi! ling with excited anticipation she finally said, "I think this is all dear, let's go to the cashier." I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, "No honey, I don't feel like it." Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled WHAT?" I then said "honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman." And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, "Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?" Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
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Lesson on Love
Saw this from my company's forum, very true.When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test to you, to help you grow. Don’t find love: let love finds you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages size. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering, and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. While falling out of love take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse, don’t ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitful years, you should give thanks: you know that they were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you’ll experience the fullness of humanity, and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you’re not ready to cry, if you’re not ready to take the risk, if you’re not ready to feel the pain, then you’re not ready to fall in love. There were times in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we get hurt. Yes, that’s why it’s called, again, falling in love. But then again, love is all there is.http://www.ivillage.co.uk/print/0,9688,175095,00.html
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My new job
Little did I expect that what I have to do for my job. I'm not saying that I don't like my job, maybe just need time to digest everything. My job scope was to create reports. It sounds easy and simple but heard from those seniors that they couldn't hit their targets given within a month at times. One report can spend up to a day to be created. Sometimes, 2 working days. Anyway, I haven't started so can't be bothered. =PI was assigned to group with partner IQ, and we got nothing better to do then chat. Somehow, we came to talk about personal stuff and she told me she was married, and I was stunt. Then, she told me she had a one and half year daughter. I was shocked. Then she said her hubby was her classmate and now a NS man, and my jaw dropped. To add on my surprises, she told me she daughter was named 'Liu Jia Ling'. Dot dot dot.IQ showed me her baby photo, wao, damn cute!Truthly to say, Income wasn't a bad company. Being a staff here can be very beneficial. Alot of outdoor activities, indoor, still provide desserts very wed and fri. But I dunno why they only provide red and green bean soup. Dunno how to cook others?! Or no time. People here are VERY friendly. Very good communication among colleagues regardless of status. When we first came here, we were assigned work buddy and friend buddy. Work buddy of cause will be able to help you in your work, while friend buddy only company you to lunch etc. Moreover, one of our supervisor even buy us breakfast at times.Secondly, the newcomers were given brand new computers! Flat screen somemore. OMGoat! Shiok sia. Feel like moving it back to my house. Heez. However, sometimes I feel abit stress working with IQ cause she have this kind of smart look to me(don't feel it until working with her). She seldom talk, very hard working. I would turned around and peep at her at times to check what she was doing. Sometimes, to my surprise, she have already completed certain things or started leaning things on her own. After she had done, she would tell you what are the things that I may have left out. Stress. That is why I never dared to slack at work or just for a while to relax. Phew!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
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War of the World
People commented it is a bad show, because the enermies just died like that, while others disagreed. So, Little Prince say he wanted to watch it, in fact a long time ago.The storyline was just like what they said, those tripod stand died, but they died because of organism - Sucking human blood which their immune system cannot withstand the type of organism(blood) and ended up destroy themselves. "What a lame ending!", he said.Anyway that isn't what I wanna watched. Because Wet Dreams 2 is coming soon! Yeah!
Saturday, July 09, 2005
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The first to go
This morning I left the house forgetting all about my mobile phone till I reached control station. Shit!! Not again. Ahhh..... I began to agree with the Auntie saying about the youth will definitely suffer from any depression or disorder without a mobile phone in hand. So who's the first to have his head shave? It's Aven!! He has decided to go in earlier this month, therefore we held a small dinner as our last gatherings at nydc tonight.Bye Kor kor, cya next time with your bald head. Geez.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
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The first time
This is the first time bringing Little Prince to my religion lesson. It's abit weird though, but he didn't mind. He say he wanted to have a look on my side.We have to seat separately because guys and gals are not allowed to be seated together. I was worried that he might not used to it and feel bored eventually. Instead he lloked quite attentive in class. Haha. Because the lecturer knew he was a newbie there and worried that he might not understand most of the lesson, therefore she focus much of her attention on him, asking him if he understand this and that. And the more she question him, the more times I shake my head (Die liao, she definitely scared this newbie away). After the first lesson, we have some tea break before the second starts. The second lesson were BORED~ I was already on my path to lala land because I don't understand for the past one hour plus and not even to mentioned about him.On our way to gym, he told me he did understand the first lesson and in fact he feel that what she said was quite true. =) I'm glad to hear that of cause. Bacause I'm first time bringing a newie into my class and normally I failed to convince anyone to tag along with me. =)I hope there is a second chance to pull him along haha, of cause and vice versa.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
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The Red Room
Phew! After borrowing for 3 weeks and made another extend but still couldn't finish with this pace of mine, I decided to make a second extension but to realised that I'm over the limit. LOL The plot has many twists and turn and left you guessing till the end. A must for thriller reader! Maybe thats the reason why I'm attracted to thriller books.
The plot is about Dr Kitt Quinn, working as a psychologist, helping the police to analyze the personality of cases, suspects and criminals. In the start, she already been attacked by a mentally unstable guy during the process of interviewing. However, that does not stop her from her investigation with a case that is indirectly related with this weird guy. She managed to spot a connection between two impossible cases and work it out by her instinct and evidence. So the whole sad tale is about a mother looking for her daughter and a daughter searching for her mother. Sad to say, the reader will not be able to find out if they have the chance to acknowledge each other before death.
There is always a few same points appeared in this type of story:
1) The lead is always a female.
2) The police are useless.
3) You will never guess who is the murderer till the end. (Of cause that is what it attract readers)
Other than that, it is interesting lah. But the number of story from Nicci French seems little. Hope he/she will produce more.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
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First day of work
So this is our first day of work. Kinda tired. Kinda disappointed. Kinda nothing to comment. HAI~At the start, they took us to the 7th floor for briefing. The guy named Ronald Yee somemore. So he introduced himself, introduced the company, introduced the colleagues and how beneficial over there and most importantly, introduced their policies. I dunno what the hell he trying to talk about money laundering process, how criminals get to wash away their dirty money and so on. LOL So we spent a few hours over there, hearing his speech and signing documents, photo taking and tea break before we are allow to leave for our lunch.The 8 of us went to the nearest kopi tiam for lunch. The Chai Fan was salty, cannot make it, and the rice and vege they give were so pathetic, somemore it is managed by 3 ah bengs. Ah Beng: "Mei Nu, yao chi shen mo?"Friends: "Add rice please."Ah Beng: "30 bits enough anot?"The whole lunch session seemed very weird. Weird in a way that only me, ML and KL talking, the rest day dreaming while eating. We even notice one of them can dream until she stop eating and starring aimlessly into the sky. OMGoat! Mr Nono also starts to dream after finish eating. Then the same things goes to almost everyone. Oh! I goona miss ML and KL if they are gone.Back to the office, we are waiting outside level 2 for training. Their training sucks I can tell you. Not well-prepared, disorganized. The reason is because they are not in-charge of the system themselves. The auntie presenting while asking the gal seating beside her how to create new task after this step, so they exchange their conversation in between training. But she did tell us that we are the first batch of new employees having training so I suppose that their ignorance and disorganize are understandable.And I thought we will be brought to our seats respectively after training. Yes, we are, but not until they brought us for a tour from level 2 to 4 and to the next building, and to visit the Head of Department and finally to CEO. What the hell! What the hell they bring us to see CEO for what? I can 100% gurantee he knows nothing about IT loh. And we even have intro ourselves repeatedly for every levels that he brought us to! Poor ML and KL to walk with us when their locations should be at Tampines. I think the tour guide should only bring those working in that level do a small intro and settle them at them place mah, that should be the way.HAI~ Other than that, the people over there are quite friendly loh. That's all that I can say.
Friday, July 01, 2005
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